change is good?

somebody once said....

"sydney changes people."




will she really change me?

if yes....will the change be good?

or will it be bad?

change is good.

i think.

hands up!

the question of that day :
hands up...for those who reads my craps!



well...technically its not a sudden thought...i have really been wondering who reads my crazy-mostly-driven-by-my-imbalance-hormones-rants-and-emoness mind that is literally translated into words on this kinda boring page. *shamelessly still blogging

seriously.... i am amazed even by the snail development of my site meter that currently reads at OH-MY- 806! dats alot for me. *skips n jumps in circle*
*well i am a super low expectation girl! i guess. i know to some people..they dun give any shitz bout this or what but really i am contended! something small like that can really send me up cloud nine! =p

and to have people leaving comments they sure feel good! *flattered

in case some of you dont know that i have previously blogged before but due to some personal related matter i chose not to put my life out in an open book! here's the link! =p * in case some of you would be interested to c how i never change from my silly self! haha! *shy

so a big thank you for all who took the time and effort to read me!
*bear bear hug*

God bless!
& have a nice day!

my kissing face! *muaks*

p / s : i wonder know if you like my kiss? hahahhaha!

@#$%^&

im officially piss off right now.

super tu lan! *pulls hair*

i can go around and start cursing like a mad person.

i am THAT angry.

some people are just born brainless!

really duno what they have in their mind!

well i hope they will realize their mistake for playing with fire and they GROW UP.

sien.

G'day mate!

greetings from the land of the kangaroos!
speaking of which i have yet to c one hopping around as i would imagine! =p
i have actually arrived on the 12th of feb but i was too jet-lagged and busy hopping around my hostel n uni n getting myself to settle down. glad that all is almost done now! =)
well...the weather was unusually hot when we arrived however it took a drastic turn the very next day and up till now its super cold! at least for me. ==''' *because i have super low resistance towards coldness! Boo hoo! =(
who says summer is all hot n sunny! *humph*

Oowww..how i envy those ang moh's who can just go out in their casual tops n shorts. unlike me..who like any newbies at a foreign country wrap myself up like a dumpling! like this :

this is the very first pic i took after arriving here! =)

eventhough i do miss malaysia i really like it here! =)
confession time...the reason why i did not took any pictures up till yesterday was because i was missing malaysia..*shy

okla..enough emo-ing! moving to the happy things...
i got the best room! hehe..every house consists of 5 rooms meaning u have 4 other housemates! my house are occupied by 5 malaysian...=) n my room ...is the freaking BIGGEST room in the house! muahahhaha..=p its like double the size of the room of of my housemates. *yeah!
this means...more space ofr my junks & rubbish! haha! did i mention my 3 luggage that weights approximately 35kg have only my clothes,bags, n shoes! haha..=p

my aunt's house is like 20mins away..so thats another thing to be grateful for! *counting my blessing! hehe..=)

sometimes...i cant believe that i am actually really in Sydney. because when i walk around the Macquarie Center, * its a shopping center you actually see more Asians than ang mohs. so...it actually feel like we are in KL. haha! =p

what i learnt bout SYdney in the last 4 days :

- ASIANS are everywhere. throw a stone and 90% chances are you will hit an asian. LOL. =p
- never convert the currency..else..you wont buy @ eat anything! >.<
- no night life. 5pm n all the shops are closed! aww..i will miss going shopping at night! =(
- repeating news on tv. they have like news every hour of the day!
- the newscaster can be an 60 year old lady. how cool is that! =)
- rabbits we find cute are consider pests in Aussie. this i dont know why! oh..they run like super fast! forget the thoughts of catching one and making a rabbit stew! =p
- drinking water straight from the tap wont result in a stomachache cuz they r so clean! - transportation are super expensive! T.T
- you dont need a fan in the room! cuz its so windy! - you get hungry so fast even though you ate so much! =(

some pics before im off to feed my hungry stomach! =p

maple leave so BIG its as big as my face!

naked tree!

Dear God,

Dear Heavenly Father,
Thank you for keeping your promises to me! Lord, you say that those who perseveres will be rewarded. You say that those who remains faithful and loyal and obedient to you will be rewarded. and i thank you Lord for your love,grace and mercy is enough for me! They keep me lifted and they gave me strength. For i know that when the world has their back on me i can always count on you. You have prepared everything for me and i know i should not be afraid about embarking on a new chapter of my life. I will treasure this given chance and i shall put my faith in you Lord. i pray that Lord you continue to comfort me and calm me down. I pray that Lord you grant me a safe journey to Australia. I also ask that Lord you will also comfort the heart of those who are dear to me as i know my departure affects them as much as it affects me. Thank you Lord once again for you faithfulness. i know...The same Lord who protected me yesterday will protect me tomorrow and forever! in Jesus most precious name i pray..Amen!

pre-flight panic attacks

i cant believe that i am having this pre-flight jitters thingy. =(

i have been waiting and praying for the past 2 and a half years that i can make it through it and secure myself a ticket to Aussie!

now that i am flying like in less than 36hours...im really panicking.

HAIZ! to the max samo!

i cant believe this is happening. my palms are sweaty. my stomach feels like its gona explode anytime due to the heavy butterflies in my stomach...my heart is beating so fast it could jump right out. *somebody come and gimme a slap in my face pls.

i used to think that i will not at any cost be sad or emo bout leaving Malaysia..leaving everybody that is so dear to me for 2 years, leaving everything that i love here, leaving everything that spells C.O.M.F.O.R.T to me.

but here i am now.

feeling lost.

worried.

over-reacting.

i bet wrinkles are mushrooming on my face now. =(

i bet i would cry so badly on the day of my departure that i can flood KLIA. ==''' because i am already missing everybody and everything! *my whole kampung will come and send me off. haha!

my laptop is playing Mylie Cyrus's "The Climb". 0.o
could this be a message by God?
He knows my fear and my anxiety....and telling me that through a song! AMEN!

God indeed is good. =)

p/s : talking craps helps ease my tension. so pls bear with me. *bluek i actually felt much better now! =) oh..and er...i somehow enjoy talking to myself. haha! =p

B for Bunny & Boo!

*all the bunnies at my house on the 3rd day of CNY*

BUNNY NEW YEAR CAME AND IS NOW GONE!


BOO to that! *sulking

this means that i am leaving malaysia real soon. =(